Javen Says:

A litre of tears won't do much, a litre of tears won't change the future, a litre of tears did awaken me... but i felt i lost alot over the month and that it cannot be recovered..

Suddenly i felt little and helpless... where is that feeling of mine? where is the javen i used to know? This journey felt like i was thru space; cold and dark....

I am scared to face what's to come, everything seems to be bleak and scary.. but i will face it bravely no matter what... so much on my mind that it's about to burst... i wanna cry, but only tears trickled.. Am i thinking too much? or it's just cold fact?

Pray..




listening to my MD
and filling out my papers
i already cast you aside once
but i wan to get you back again

before it started to rain
we pointed to the umbrella
because we were both cowards

bye bye

didn't you say you wanted to hold me close,
hold me close, your body heat makes me dizzy

outside the window the rain makes everything wet
meet me now, meet me now, meet me now
forever waiting for you...

a small raindrop slides down the white window
now i'm used to be alone
and though i left you i didn't let you fall

i think one mm is already too faraway
we certainly were a bunch of liars
bye bye

Javen Says: This advert is damn hilarious... if only offices had such services... the bitches can go squatting at one corner and cry....

Office Linebacker




Enjoy...

Javen Says:

It's hard to gescribe wad i'm goin thru rite now, cept for these songs...

Amy Winehouse - Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow




想哭




張震嶽＋MC HOTDOG+侯佩岑




A Little Love Song 蘇打綠-小情歌




心．跳 -春雨裡洗過的太陽

His name is Ben Sharkey... great great great singer!!!

Javen Says:

Kellie Dawn Pickler (born June 28, 1986) is an American country music artist and television personality. She gained fame as a contestant on the fifth season of the FOX reality show American Idol, eventually finishing in sixth place. In 2006, she signed to BNA Records as a recording artist, releasing her debut album, Small Town Girl, late that year. The album, which was certified gold by the RIAA, produced three singles on the Billboard Hot Country Songs charts: "Red High Heels" at #15, "I Wonder" at #14, and "Things That Never Cross a Man's Mind" at #16. The first single from her self-titled second album is "Don't You Know You're Beautiful". It was released in mid-2008 and reached the Top 25. The second single from her self-titled album is "Best Days of Your Life" which she co-wrote with Taylor Swift.

Red High Heels


Don't you know you're beautiful


I wonder

Javen Says:

Will you ever?
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am.
I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star.
I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do.
You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind.
I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live.
You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.
I'm sorry that it has to come to such an end, but life revolves on uncertainty, and I hope that i have made the right decision for the both of us..
Do move on and not grieve too much, I will be there to walk the journey with you.
I still love you like a family, my arms are always open for you and my shoulders are always there for you to lean on.
I hope you will take this time to move on and be stronger.... departed...

XOXO

Javen Says:

I'm feeling....





Sorry i have to depart... <3 <3 <3