Javen Says:


Yeah i know... emo emo emo... nothing but emo-ness... f*cking mood of mine is affecting me not only at home, but also at work... i have not been performing which i should be because it's my probation period...

I have not been eating well... onli a meal a day... i have not been smiling, i have not been talking much and i have not been cheerful for quite a while...

I'd rather die than to go thru this suffering... i'm beginning to wonder where are all the pple who love me? m doubting love aft what i have gone thru, m feeling totally helpless and m so disappointed w myself... but then again, no pain no gain, no failure no success....

I'm like a lil puppy helpless being kicked away, but it still runs back to the owner whining, begging with no dignity.. what has become of me?
A lil puppy dunno anything, but i know better coz i'm human... yet i gotta stoop so low jus to beg and get coldness...

Shameless? I wan to wake up from this nightmare soon and move on w my life...
Under appreciated...

You're not to be blamed, i am guilty too, but that does not make you innocent...

i dun believe in love anymore and i dun believe in fairytale endings...

i can go on and on and on... but i choose not to pity myself or look pathetic in others eyes, esp yours... i have lose my dignity and i'm gonna get it back...

thanks for reading, thanks for sharing and thanks for loving me once...