Javen Says:

Today is yet again a special day 26TH... i dedicate this to you...




I'm so into what you giving and it feel so good to me
You're beautiful and critical it's hard to live without you, baby
When I wake up in the morning all I want to see is you
Heaven's blessing that he sent me unconditional and true
Girl you mean the world to me and I hope you understand
I will give you anything and I'll do the best I can to make you see what I see

One word
Is all I need to say exactly how I feel
One word
A single word that's from the heart and keep sit real
One word
And baby I know this one fits you to a tee
One word
All I can say is amazing

Always there when i was going through all kinds of changes
You kept me lifted, said I'm gifted and you know I'm gonna make it
So when you're tired and frustrated you can always count on me
Girl I love ya and I want ya to know I'll be all you need
Girl you gave the world to me and you made me understand
You would give me anything and you do the best you can
You are what I hope to be

One word
Is all I need to say exactly how I feel
One word
A single word that's from the heart and keeps it real
One word
And baby I know this one fits you to a tee
One word
All I can say is amazing

One Word
I just want to celebrate yo, baby
And thank the Lord for sending you down to me
And your love is the reason why I believe
You're amazing
So amazing
Just amazing to me

One word
One word
One word

One word
One word
One word

One word
One word
One word

All I can say is amazing

One word
Is all I need to say exactly how I feel
One word
A single word that's from the heart and keeps it real
One word
And baby I know this one fits you to a tee
One word
All I can say is amazing

Javen Says:

A litre of tears won't do much, a litre of tears won't change the future, a litre of tears did awaken me... but i felt i lost alot over the month and that it cannot be recovered..

Suddenly i felt little and helpless... where is that feeling of mine? where is the javen i used to know? This journey felt like i was thru space; cold and dark....

I am scared to face what's to come, everything seems to be bleak and scary.. but i will face it bravely no matter what... so much on my mind that it's about to burst... i wanna cry, but only tears trickled.. Am i thinking too much? or it's just cold fact?

Pray..




listening to my MD
and filling out my papers
i already cast you aside once
but i wan to get you back again

before it started to rain
we pointed to the umbrella
because we were both cowards

bye bye

didn't you say you wanted to hold me close,
hold me close, your body heat makes me dizzy

outside the window the rain makes everything wet
meet me now, meet me now, meet me now
forever waiting for you...

a small raindrop slides down the white window
now i'm used to be alone
and though i left you i didn't let you fall

i think one mm is already too faraway
we certainly were a bunch of liars
bye bye