Javen Says:

U think i've crossed the line? i'm behaving like this becoz i cannot seem to make out ur contradicting actions... I admit i am over reacting, but if u'd realli sit down and think (which i think u're always avoiding), u're no more the person i know... and u've become so shallow...
I think u've hurt me enough....

Javen Says:

I really wonder how much effort one can put in... or how much concern one can show... in this case... seems like u cannot be bothered...
did u read and u said u were asleep? (sorry)
or did u not read and u realli went to sleep? (cannot be bothered to even reply my smses)
This is how much effort one can show...
u begin to realli intrigue my senses of "bo chup ness"

Javen Says:

For those who wondered whether m ok now... yes m feeling much better and somewhat disappointed with whatever that's going on in my life....
One thing for sure is that ignorance is really a total bliss in a sense... becoz knowing too much can jus ruin ur life... therefore knowing lesser is better... and the best is not knowing anything...

The onli way to do tat is to totally forget everything and jus slowly bow out of the picture...
I will bow out soon in time to come and i will change for the better...

WADEVA........... i dun wanna know anything...

Javen Says:

All is calm now, the storms over.. the heart has died and it feels like the time has come to a complete stillness...
My heart aches but i know time will heal... i won't know how long it will take.. but i pray for this to be over soon...
Life still moves on... stay happy always, i know it is to be the best for both of us to come to this decision... love you always... bye fairy...





This is song is specially for you... Ave Maria... though we are not together, it explains everything i feel for you....

She was lost in so many different ways
Out in the darkness with no guide
I know the cost of a losing hand
Never thought the grace of god go high

I found heaven on earth
You were my last, my first
And then here this voice inside
Ave maria

I've been alone
When i'm surrounded by friends
How could the silence be so loud
But i still go home knowing that i've got you
There's us when the lights go down

You are my heaven on earth
You are my hunger, my thirst
I always hear this voice inside
Singing ave maria

Sometimes love can come and pass you by
While your busy making plans
Suddenly hit you and then you realize
It's out of your hands, baby you got to understand

You are my heaven on earth
You are my last, my first
And then i hear this voice inside
Ave maria
Ave maria
Ave maria


Bye bye fairy... <3<3<3

Javen Says:
Another talent yet i discovered... so wonderful... too perfect a specimen...

Javen Says:

I hope u're reading this entry... put some effort pls...
disappointed as it is, i dun wanna hate u....
the least u could do is to try and make things seem less heartless... at least for me...

Javen Says:

I just realised that i have been such a fool for the longest time...