Javen Says:

Recently i learnt alot from life experiences.. It was a rollercoaster ride for me at least. I have never been so messed up in life till recently...

I always thought i was a tree firmly rooted in the ground... but recently i let my guards down, put my egos aside and went prideless to pursue what i believed to be a dream that i see is worth my life pursuing... but i was so wrong.. as a result, i'm slipping into a depression...

So my question is what is hope?

Hope as i define: Is waiting for something that will never materialise... i am so disappointed in life and so disappointed in anything at the moment... i have crumbled like an ant home being trampled on by someone only to have ur pride and ego taken away.. wad can be worse than all these combination....

Should i be angry or sad or self pity myself for being so dumb? I have lost all trust and hope with anyone.. Empty promises and false hopes.. enough is enough...

I dun think i will be the same person anymore, I am frustrated with all the uncertainties in life that brings to u onli but disappointment w oneself time and again..

I was faced with a question that is
To try again and again in wad i believe in doing or
To just give up and focus on other things...

At this point in time.. wad will u do? I tried countless times exhausting all options, onli to be disappointed, things that i have never thought i would have done and so i did... but where was the hope???????????? ZERO!!!

Well done... Javen. checkmate!

Javen Says:

Hi all, sorry for the MIA for a while... M actually going thru a tough phase in life and have since moved on... believe it or not, this is my hundredth post leh!!!!!!!!!!!!! wah!!!!

Recently i am crazy about wondergirls from korea... sexy!!!

i have some interestings vids here... enjoy...





And a dance here by some Thai sch boys....

Javen Says:

You said No, which is unlike of u... but still it's a No... i dunno wad was the effect that drove that answer.
I was very happy and looking forward for a Yes... but i was disappointed...
Thank you for everything..

End of chapter...

Javen Says:

A few moments ago, I asked a question that was rather important to me and i got a negative answer first then an unsure silence came thru... therefore being me, I'd take the first answered replied as the ultimate answer.

I guess you have moved on and that you're tired of me afterall... I'd respect that and I shall amicably put an end to the past...

I guessed i have matured thru the past mth or so and see things completely differently... I also realized that everyone, no matter what their age, intelligence or financial background is, should all be given a chance... that's only if one is not materialistic...

True happiness can only be achieved if both party puts in much effort... sometimes, time do not permit for one to put in that amt of effort, but there must always be that buffer somewhere to make up for it... but most of the time, it shortfalls of it....

Whatever the reason is or was does not matter now... a choice was given and an answer has surfaced from deep within... i respect that and wish us all the best...

I understand why marriage fails so often nowadays, even after six yrs of togetherness will never be able to bind a couple forever, because time was never on their side.. and more often than not, time was never being replaced back even though effort was put into it to make up for it...




XOXO

Javen Says:

If u're reading this... i realli hate u, but the same time i love u.............




XOXO,

Javen Says: Leaving.....



Hey baby girl, I've been watching you all day (all day x3)
Man that thing you got behind you is amazing (amazing x3)
You make me want to take you out and let it rain (let it rain x3)
I know you got a man but this is what you should say

Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on the G5 G5
And I'm leavin' never lookin back again
So go on shawty and tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly, the one that keep you high
Have me singing all night night night
Oh oh oh (repeat) man she got me singin
Oh oh oh oh (repeat)

Now if I talk it girl, you know that I will walk it out (walk it out x3)
Man I'll put my money (money) where my mouth is (mouth is x3)
Cause you the baddest little thing that I've ever seen (ever seen x3)
So Ima ask you one time if you got a man

Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on the G5 G5
And I'm leavin' never lookin back again
So go on shawty and tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly, the one that keep you high
Have me singing all night night night
Oh oh oh (repeat) man she got me singin
Oh oh oh oh (repeat)

Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Just tell him to the left left left
Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Cause we gone, and we gone, and we gone
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you deserve nothing but the best
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you need to tell him

That I'm leavin' never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on the G5 G5
And I'm leavin' never lookin back again
So go on shawty and tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly, the one that keep you high
Have me singing all night night night night night
Oh oh oh (repeat) man she got me singin
Oh oh oh oh (repeat)

She got me singin al night night night night night
Man she got me singin
She got me singing, oh she got me singing
She got me singing, girl you got me singing

Javen Says: Should i become and embalmer with this formula?





















ON TV: National Geographic's Italy's Mystery Mummies airs in the United States on Tuesday, February 3, at 10 p.m. ET/PT on the National Geographic Channel.

January 26, 2009--She's one of the world's best-preserved bodies: Rosalia Lombardo, a two-year-old Sicilian girl who died of pneumonia in 1920. "Sleeping Beauty," as she's known, appears to be merely dozing beneath the glass front of her coffin in the Capuchin Catacombs of Palermo, Italy.

Now an Italian biological anthropologist, Dario Piombino-Mascali of the Institute for Mummies and the Iceman in Bolzano, has discovered the secret formula that preserved Rosalia's body so well. (Piombino-Mascali is funded by the National Geographic Society's Expeditions Council. National Geographic News is owned by the National Geographic Society.)

Piombino-Mascali tracked down living relatives of Alfredo Salafia, a Sicilian taxidermist and embalmer who died in 1933. A search of Salafia's papers revealed a handwritten memoir in which he recorded the chemicals he injected into Rosalia's body: formalin, zinc salts, alcohol, salicylic acid, and glycerin.

Formalin, now widely used by embalmers, is a mixture of formaldehyde and water that kills bacteria. Salafia was one of the first to use this for embalming bodies. Alcohol, along with the arid conditions in the catacombs, would have dried Rosalia's body and allowed it to mummify. Glycerin would have kept her body from drying out too much, and salicylic acid would have prevented the growth of fungi.

But it was the zinc salts, according to Melissa Johnson Williams, executive director of the American Society of Embalmers, that were most responsible for Rosalia's amazing state of preservation. Zinc, which is no longer used by embalmers in the United States, petrified Rosalia's body.

"[Zinc] gave her rigidity," Williams said. "You could take her out of the casket prop her up, and she would stand by herself."

Piombino-Mascali calls the self-taught Salafia an artist: "He elevated embalming to its highest level."

Learn more about Rosalia in National Geographic magazine's "Sicily Crypts".

—Karen Lange
Photograph by Vincent J. Musi