Javen Says:

Why do i get hurt time and again.... just when i tot all was moving well... i fell into a deep pit again, onli to come crawling up with alot of wound...

This time round, nothing can describe the pain... it's something beyond my heart can take.. something tat leaves me utterly speechless?

Crying.. i've been crying day after day, nite after nite... something tat i seldom do and this time round is uncontrollably...

Y is this happening to me??????????

I dun wanna know anything anymore... coz the more i know the more things i discover... the more secrets unveiled, more hidden agenda, more mysteries coming up, more ugly you coming thru...

u onli hurt me time and again... i love u so deeply onli to get hurt...

i hate u, i realli hate u for loving u...

Javen Says:

There are so many times that i wept thru the nite... so many times that i wept on the way to work... so many times that i wept to sleep... countless of times when i wept and i realli dun know y the tears came trickling...

All i feel is pain and disappointment from so many things over the past few years, that i realli question myself, was it wasted after all these years???

I thought i was always so careful and perfect, meticulous in everything i do, planning and making sure everything will go well, but didn't expect that the thing that i put so much effort into, was the onli thing that failed my expectations...

I'm frustrated and disappointed, w all the contradicting actions and all the sweet nothings whispered to my ears, onli to be crushed when i was told that the status was misunderstood...

Lying thru that eyes unknowingly, just killed my heart... and worst of all.. the peeps that i tot i was close to was actually jus acquaintances??? I was devastated!!!

I went to the temple to pray recently and kept u and ur family in my prayers automaticlaly, den i tot to myself, y should i, when nothing is usually reciprocated from you... then i realise, it always pay to be kind no matter wat..

I hope my prayers will be answered and i hope i have the strength to carry on...

I hope u're reading this and think thru "the amt of efforts" u have put in all these while actually pales out in comparison to that of wad i have afforded...

And to my dear fren who has trust issues... sometimes, trust is not wad u seek in a friendship... it's faith that keeps the friendship going... if one is always so weary of the surroundings, it's hard to open urself and be sociable.. i hope u understand wad i'm typing here and wish u success in discovering the new you...

TC all of you and god bless...

Love..
JJ

Javen Says:

This song is dedicated especially to you and my 2 darlings...



:)

Javen Says:

Thank you for wishing me and making my day very well yesterday..... thanks once again...

Javen Says:




你取代 前一秒我生命的空白
問題忽然找到答案
不用解釋也明白

你的微笑 是一個暗號
我能解讀 那多美好
夢想不大 想永遠停在 這一秒

你為我的世界 重新彩繪

是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
遠比想像中的更美
我們懷抱裏的 這一個天堂
另一個夢想 有無限的快樂

相信你是我的 另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
愛是直達的路線

因為你而存在 這一個天堂
只想陪在你身邊

我等待 下一刻再相遇的精彩
每天每天 越來越愛
邏輯就這麼簡單

是你轉到 同一個頻道
定位我的 幸福座標
我多渺小 能深愛著你 最重要

想把妳的明天 仔細翻閱

是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
遠比想像中更美
我們懷抱裏的 這一個天堂
另一個夢想 有無限的快樂

相信你是我的 另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
愛是直達的路線

是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
遠比想像中更美
我們懷抱裏的 這一個天堂
每一個夢想 有無限的快樂

相信你是我的 另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
愛是直達的路線

因為你而存在 這一個天堂
我只想陪在你身邊

Javen Says:

Javen Says:

我的心在晃荡像一阵浪 不知不觉笑得像一阵痒
空气弥漫粉红色的紧张 难道就是你吗

* 你的脸太明显 天一样大 千万个吻像雨不停地下
让我看不清楚是真是假 乾脆不去想

# Love love is pain (他们已说了多少遍)
They say love is pain (偏偏它又是那仆?
爱的箴言没有错与对 没有人的故事可以代表一切

* 你我的新世界 我决定去冒险
他们指指点点 爱已经在蔓延